THE FIRST BLOG

Truth is, everyone's going to hurt you.
You just have to find the ones worth suffering for.

- Bob Marley-

If we want to talk about worth..
is it worth dying for someone
who doesn't give a damn about what you feel?
who doesn't care about status of your health..are you good or just dying sick?
who doesn't take noted your feeling when they broke your heart?
or who rather being a stalker than come up to you and say
"hey, i love you and don't want to let you go"
or say their sorry for not being good enough for you?
or just yet to learn to appreciate you enough?
is it hard?to make this life full of happiness?
is it worth being a jerk and let people hurt you damn much?

is it possible when we just want to live happily,
we feel everything we do in name of love
are good enough..
worth enough
especially for someone who ..maybe..doesn't even realize that?
is it worth for life?

is it worth..
you hurt yourself
because you don't want to hurt the one you loved
but then they hurt you back??
worse than you ever think they would?
is it worth..
you still love them
hope for them
when you nearly come to the end
and they don't even want to know
or just don't care
that in some case
they might lose you
...
and when the time come
maybe it is worth
when you are six feet under the ground
they come and look for you..
...
just you.

- Umi Narima -