THE FIRST BLOG

Sorry doesn't change anything..it is just a simple word that means nothing if no action are taken along with it.. you have hurt someone, who trusted you..don't you ashamed of yourself for doing so?

I was wrong..I hate it when I try to prove you are worth it but you just prove me wrong..
I gave chances so many many times but you just ought to be worthless..
How I wish karma will hit you back..so hard that You knew that you have done all wrong.
Said you love me but then you're sorry for not being able to do that, to do this..bla,bla,bla
but hey, as I said, that words cannot change a thing..just can't.
You wanna talk about 'dosa' is it? SIN if we pronounce it in english.
You just too much of dramas..

just nice.

bye.

kau tak payah nak buat citer sedih kau la sial. cukup2 la drama kau tu. tak habis2 nak sakitkan hati orang. kau boleh tipu semua org but not me. kau lupa Tuhan tu ada? kau lupa balasan msti ada punya? eh , pergi mampus la. berlakon nk stok suci je.

~mood:setan merasuk~ okbai.

soalan yang paling senang untuk diminta
tapi mustahil untuk dapat mengikut kehendak kita

kenapa nak mati?
sebab dah rasa tak mampu nak 'berjalan' kat muka bumi ni
malu pada diri sendiri
malu pada Tuhan
malu pada segalanya

Aku dah tak mampu
tolong lah faham...
kenapa semua buat aku macam ni?

Orang boleh hakimi aku
dan kata betapa bodoh dan lemahnya aku
ya..semua salah aku
dosa aku
musibah aku
kata lah apa pun yang kau semua nak kata

The only wish I want now..
untuk dapat jawapan ya
pada soalan ku
"nak mati , boleh?"

=,)