Saturday, March 24, 2012

inside within

 
‎"It Pains Inside But I Never Said A Word,
I Always Said I Love You But You Never Heard,

Louder Than Thunder Was Scream, When I Cried,
Still You Went Away No Matter How Hard I Tried..!

I am trying to be happy wearing a smile,
But its too painful inside..

Everywhere I go I see Your face,
'n realize how much I miss You;
but You're not there
what else can I do?

 

Thursday, March 22, 2012

memories..of us

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

 

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

 
what u gonna do?
cry?
like he ever care.
what u gonna do?
die?
like u can.
what u gonna do?
run?
u know u don't have that much of choice.
what u gonna do?
hide?
like u can hide forever but u knew it is just possible.
what u gonna do..
when what u thought or what u expected
just wrong..
so wrong..
 
.
....
...
143
i love you
but i don't think u feel the same too
this is it
life goes on
love is just something u don't own.
...
....
.
 



Monday, March 5, 2012

nak mati boleh?

soalan yang paling senang untuk diminta
tapi mustahil untuk dapat mengikut kehendak kita

kenapa nak mati?
sebab dah rasa tak mampu nak 'berjalan' kat muka bumi ni
malu pada diri sendiri
malu pada Tuhan
malu pada segalanya

Aku dah tak mampu
tolong lah faham...
kenapa semua buat aku macam ni?

Orang boleh hakimi aku
dan kata betapa bodoh dan lemahnya aku
ya..semua salah aku
dosa aku
musibah aku
kata lah apa pun yang kau semua nak kata

The only wish I want now..
untuk dapat jawapan ya
pada soalan ku
"nak mati , boleh?"

=,)