THE FIRST BLOG: February 2012

Saturday, February 25, 2012

please get off from my back..I'm tired

0 comments Posted by umi_chan at 11:33:00 AM

YOU who read this

whatever in your mind about me,my life and whatever I'm going through

I don't need your comments, your concern, whatever that involve YOU

so please..get off from my back

I'm tired as it feels like YOU keep hanging on me..it's 'heavy' YOU know.

it's my life..

I wanna feel sad, I wanna feel happy, I wanna feel everything as long as I can

I'm the one who make that decision

and please think before YOU say anything about me..to me.

I'm glad I can feel the sadness so at least I know

who's the one who fake

who's the one is not..

don't misunderstand me and my life

it is not because of YOU its happpen

its happen because of what my GOD have set for me

and I'm glad, I live in it..

I'm glad I can feel the happiness after the sadness

because at least I know how to appreciate that happiness

YOU know, life it is not always positive

and I don't even want it to be that perfect without the negative

so please..please..please..

even if YOU still in love with me , hate me or whatever

please..mind your own life k sweetie?

Just rilex..and enjoy the view of life..

we always do..wish YOU all the best in your life..too.

Thank YOU for reading this.

tata.

p/s: oh btw..I'm still happy actually..
whatever that I wrote in this blog for past entries
that is dedicated to my ..erm..what we called,
not-happy-ending-imagination-of-love
(and certainly not YOU, even YOU are my ex
but YOU are getting married in this May 2012 right?)
but that doesn't mean I deleted my certain entries about my current love life
means I've done with him.
It's just that, I don't want YOU to get involved.
as Malay saying "tak payah amik tahu lah, boleh?"
Fokus kat bakal bini YOU tu je..kan lagi elok.
Kalau tak kang, nanti cemburu kat I,
dia cari pasal dengan I pula.
YOU mesti tak nak kan..I pun.
=)

~xoxo~

Thursday, February 23, 2012

2..1..two..one

0 comments Posted by umi_chan at 10:19:00 PM

apa yang two one tu?

usia blog ni..

my number..

hmm..

for a thousand years..

0 comments Posted by umi_chan at 10:06:00 PM

why girls always talk about the past

0 comments Posted by umi_chan at 9:49:00 PM

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

me

0 comments Posted by umi_chan at 11:12:00 PM

nafas makin perlahan

0 comments Posted by umi_chan at 11:10:00 PM

badan makin tak sihat
nafas makin perlahan
apa nak buat?
pura-pura tak ingat
sambil hati paksa tahan
sebab bila jatuh nanti
kena bangun sendiri
tak ada yang jadi superman dan-dan sampai di sisi..

sakit..nafas makin perlahan..
sorang-sorang menahan perasaan
tertutup mata konon lena
cuba tipu pada siapa sebenarnya?
dan nafas ku makin perlahan..
tahan..sakit ku tahan..
cuba senyum ikhlas menawan
pada kenyataan..